2012 2015 2G 3 Idiots Funny Balatkar Speech Abandoned - Urban Exploration ABHIJEET accessories ADMK ads adult advertisement Alcohol ALIEN Alone Status Amazing Pictures AMERICA AMERICAN amir khan AMITAB BACHAN Amitabh Bachcha Dialogues Anand Dialogues Animals - Cats and Dogs Animals - Creepy Crawlies Animals - Monkeys Animals - Other Animals - Sea Life animation Anniversary Status Architecture/Homes Articles General AVENGERS awesome status Awkward Moment Status Baazigar Dialogues BABIES baby BANE batman bean Beard Status beautiful Beautiful Status beauty Best Status bike Bike Rider Status birthday Birthday Status blogging Bluffmaster Dialogues Bollywood Bollywood Heroin Dialogues Bollywood Hum Tum Dialogues bottle BOY BOYS Boys Status BRAHMANANDAM break up Break Up Status BRITAIN Brother Status brothers Bruce Wayne BUSINESS Busy Status CARS Chak De India Dialogues Cheat Status childhood Childhood Status CHILDREN chocolate Christmas Chup Chup Ke Dialogues CID CINEMA CITY CLASS TEACHER classmate classroom Clever Status COAL SCAM COALGATE COLLEGE College Status comedy comercial COMIC Comic Bollywood Dialogues Comics commitment COMMUTER commuting COMPANY comparison CONGRESS Cool Status cops COSTUMES Crazy Status Creative Status Crime crowd crush Crush Status Crying Status CSK CURIOSITY ROVER CUTE Cyprus Dance Status dark knight rises DARWAZA TOD DO DAY Day Wishes SMS daya Death decorations Deewar Dialogues delivery Devdas Dialogues Dil Chahta Hai Dialogues Dil Chahta Hai movie Dialogues Dil Wale Dulahnia Le Jayenge Dialogues DIY DMDK DMK doctor dialogues bollywood dogs life Dosti Shayari dubai eating out EK THA TIGER ELECTION election 2016 ELECTRICITY Emotional Status english ENGRISH epic ERROR ESPANOL Exam Status expat life f FACEBOOK Facebook FB Status FAIL fails FAILURE family Family Status Famous Dialogues of Amitabh Bachchan Fanaa movie Dialogues fashion and beauty fb FIGHT FINANCE MINISTER fine first love Flirt Status flying motivationals food Food Status FOREVER ALONE Friends Status FUN funny Funny Animals Pictures Funny Bollywood Actress Funny Children Funny Filmy Pictures funny food Funny Gif Pictures Funny Hindi Jokes Funny Hindi Jokes Picture Funny Hindi Poem Pictures Funny Hindi Quotes Funny Hindi Shayari Funny Hindi SMS Pictures funny indian Funny Indian Celebrities Funny Indian Peoples Pictures Funny Indian Photos Funny Indian Politicians Pictures funny names Funny Pics Funny Picture and Quotes Funny Pictures Funny Political Pictures Funny Political Poem Hindi Funny Sport Pictures Funny Status funny tattoos Funny Videos Funny Wedding Videos Gabbar and Sambha Dialogues GALLERY Games and Quizzes GANESHA Ghazal Shayari gift gifts girl GIRLS Girls Boys Status Glamour.Raafatrola GOD God Status GODDESS GODDESSES GODS Good Morning Status Good Night Status google bloopers Graffiti GRAMMER GRID gujju GUY Gym Status hacks Happiness Status happy happy quote Hate You Status hd Health Heart Touching Status Heartbreak Status helmet Hero's sister Dialogues bollywood hi 5 animals high five animals hilarious hindi Hindi Attitude Status Hindi Love Status Hindi Sad Status Hindi Status History home Hot Status HOUSEWIFE How To humor HUMOUR Hurt Status HUSBAND Husband Status IMAGE images INDIA INDIAN Indian Legends inspirational Inspirational Images Inspirational sms Inspirational Status Insult Status interesting interior Internet - Google Internet - Other IPL JAFFA japan JAYALALITHA Jealous Status jeeps JOKE jokes july Just Pictures KALI KARUNANIDHI KHALI kids Kids Status Kiss Status Kollywood kousalya KRISHNA Languages/Words LATEST LEAVE LETTER lego LETTER life life lately Life Status Lists london long distance looking for love Love Quote Love Status MAN MANMOHAN SINGH Marriage Status MARS meme MEME. PARLIAMENT memes Men and Women Men Status mera dil mere paas hai micweek mix midweek mix Miscellaneous Shayari Miss You Status MISTAKE Mixed Bag Monday Status MONKEY more than friends Motivational Status move MOVIE movie Mohabbatein Dialogues moving on Music Music Status NAMES Naughty Status New Funny Photos New/Latest Status Nithyanandha NORTH INDIA NOT A SINGLE FUCK WAS GIVEN THAT DAY novelty olympics OLYMPICS. LONDON Om Shanti Om Dialogues One Liners Dialogues ONLY IN SINGAPORE orange OUTAGE Pain Status Parents Status party Party Status PEOPLE Pets Status PHOTO photography and style photos Photoshop PICS PICTURES police POLITICIAN POLITICS POLTICS Postcards Posters and Scans power PRANAB MUKHERJEE president PRIME MINISTER puli Punjabi Status pyar quote QUOTES Quotes Status radhe maa railways Rain status RAJINIKANTH RAJNIKANTH ranjitha red Relationship Status Religion reports RESTAURENT ride RIP robin Romantic Birthday Status Romantic Status rum Sad Status SALMAN KHAN salon Santa Banta Jokes SAYING SAYINGS scandal School Status self love Selfie Status Selfish Status serial SERIES shahrukh khan SHARING SHIRT SHIVA SHOP Shopping Status siblings Sick Status SINGAPORE Sister Status sisters SIVA SLEEPING Smart Status Smile Status SONIA GANDHI Sorry Status Space srini mama SRK STALIN station STORE story submission strange japan study Status sula Summer Status sunday sound Sunday Status Sweet Status t r Tamil TAMIL NADU TEAM Tears Status Technology Technology Status television telugu TERRIBLE ENGLISH Thank you Status the one the serious posts Tired Status Toilets Tollywood tough decision Toys train TRANSLATION FAIL TRAVEL travelers troll TROLLING TROLLS True Status Trust Status TV Unique Status United Kingdom UPA US USAIN BOLT VALENTINE VALENTINES VEHICLE VIJAY VIJAYAKANTH War wearing Weather weird weird japan weird tattoos WhatsApp whisky white WIFE wine Wonders of the World WORLD worst names worst tattoos YouTube - Television YouTube Animals - Cats YouTube Animals - Dogs YouTube Animals - Monkeys YouTube Animals - Other

LE LOVE BLOG LOVE PHOTO WOMAN GIRL ALONE SHOWING BACK Untitled by Celeste Ortiz, on Flickr
Photo via: Celeste Ortiz

We met on a film set.
He was the writer and director. I was a simple PA - Production Assistant - the lowest title in a film-production.
I was only on the set for two days.

The first day I was there, I was just so happy to be there, because I wasn't really supposed to be. I was there simply by coincidence. I had met a guy from the film crew on the train, he sat next to me, and I noticed he was holding a script. I asked him about it, and he told me about the film they were shooting and gave me a card. I got in contact with them, and since I had studied film for a year, I was invited to join the crew the last two days on the set. So I did.

The second day, I had got to thinking about him. There was something about him that wasn't just a director's aura, something pulling me towards him like a magnet. I particularly remember one moment. Small, and perhaps insignificant. I was watching the crew put together everything they needed for the next scene. This director, let's call him Tom, was sitting in a car, looking out the window. We made eye-contact, and he winked at me, then immediately looked away. It was as if he had sent a small electric shock through my entire body. I don't know what it was, but it was something.

The whole second day, we sent flirtatious texts to one another, and I was wondering if he was like this, or if he felt something between us as well. I was convinced it was something else the last night of the shooting. I had left the set early to catch my last train home, and he sent me a picture of two glasses of red wine on a candle-lit table, along with the words "you're missing out on some sexy lighting".

The shooting of the film was over after that, and I thought I might never see him again. That was until I got an invitation to the wrap-party. I got there a bit too early. He got there an hour late. No one knew where he was. I texted him: "I bet I've finished my beer before you get here", hoping to get an answer including when he'd be there. All I got was "I think you're right". So I waited. And then, as I sat talking to the guy responsible for the lighting, he walked in, and everyone cheered and applauded. He shook everyone's hand, smiled, talked to almost everyone, making his way across the room - where I was sitting. I began to raise my glass towards him, as a way of saying "congratulations!" and "I didn't finish my beer!", but he didn't even look at me. Not a glance. I felt immensely rejected.

He sat down a few chairs from me, and began eating. I continued talking to the people surrounding me, acting like everything was fine, as if I was having the time of my life. After a few minutes, I stood up and left for the bathroom. On my way there, I got a text from him. "I love that sweater". That was all it took. He was forgiven.

As I got back, a woman I hadn't seen on the set had taken the chair opposite me. I introduced myself and asked politely why I hadn't seen her before. She said "oh, hi, I wasn't on the set, I'm Tom's wife. Nice to meet you". I wrapped up the conversation, made an excuse to leave, and ran for the toilet. My heart was pounding like hell. Why wasn't he wearing a wedding ring? Why was he flirting with me? As a test, I sent him a text. "So when are we hooking up?". It could be seen as a joke, if he wasn't serious about this. His reply was: "Don't tease me like that, love. I'd so call your bluff". Drunk as I was, on beer and several shots, I replied "I'm not bluffing". I took some deep breaths, walked out of the bathroom, and there he was, standing in the corridor, separate from the rest of the bar. Secret. Out of sight. He looked me straight in the eye, and simply said:

"Kiss me."

So I did. It was so simple. So easy to ruin a marriage. It was also the best kiss of my life.

The rest of the night, we fought to get some time alone, without being obvious. It was hard. But after a couple of hours, he came up to me as I sat talking to another guy outside the bar. We went for a walk. Which really meant: we walked a bit away from the bar, found a deserted alley, and made out. We made out with me against the concrete wall, him against it, me lying on my back on the cobblestone ground... Over and over again I said "you can't do this, you're married!" and he simply answered "I know, but you're making me crazy". Once, I dared to ask him if this was the first time he cheated on his wife. He said it was.

The next morning, we said goodbye on the train station, after a very loaded moment in a café - just the two of us. He kissed me and walked away. And we both wanted that to be the end of it. The problem was, neither of us could leave it at that.

We got in touch again, and the next time we met we decided to be stupid. We had sex. And we both realized that this wasn't just a physical thing. The more we talked, the more we fell for one another.

I felt the need to break it off before it was too late.
He broke down crying, then bought a one way-ticket to Gdansk.

I've met the love of my life.
He is perfect in every single way.
The problem is, he's also someone else's love of their life.
Perfect for somebody else.
He can never be mine.
Ever.

"And love,
love will tear us apart,
again."

Post a Comment

Contact Form

Name

Email *

Message *

Powered by Blogger.